Hard Week

It's going to be a hard week. We have the festival going on all week with a bunch of great food. There is also a fair going on in Logansport with the same temptations. I plan on visiting both. The good news/bad news is that I'm going to have help from my body on portion control and watching what I eat. I think my gall bladder is acting up. I can't go to the doctor because of no insurance. WE get insurance in 90 days with hubbies job and i don't want it to be a pre-existing condition in case i have to have surgery. I pray to GOd that I won't because of having to take care of grandma. When I eat, I feel sick. If I don't, then I feel okay. It's pretty simple. I know that not eating is not good either. I'll have to bite the bullet and eat something but I'm not exactly sure yet what is making me not feel good because I've been eating a variety of things and they all seem to do it. I get crampy and and nauseaus among other things. The real good news is that my sister in law is doing this with me. She's going to join my group at home. It'll be great. She'll fit right in. SHe's more like an actual sister to me and I love her dearly. We are going to walk every night together. IT'll be even better if we can get my brother to stay home. LOL!!!!! We may just leave him behind if he goes. Nothing is going to stop us. We have to up the pace to burn the calories. The scales have not been good to me at all. I have to get moving and kick some butt. IT's time to stop the talk and start acting.