A Depressing Day

Today is a depressing day. I woke up and stubbed my toe and about fell. It was the start of my day. It's rainy outside as well. Why is it depressing? Well, today would have been my mom's 53rd birthday. I miss her so much. I was 19 when she died. It is very hard somedays. I'll get through because of the strength she gave me.
Diet wise yesterday was good. I didn't eat much and I exercised. I"m trying hard to find the balance of eating right and not to less or to much. It's hard. Of course, I knew this wouldn't be easy. I'm wanting fast fixes and there is none. I didn't gain the weight overnight and I'm not going to lose it overnight. I will lose it though.
Today is going to be a good day. I"ve ate breakfast four days in a row now. It's a new record for me. I am going to get to the pool today as well. I want to exercise for an hour today.